An old redbud across the street has flourished for many a spring.
Its wispy splendor catches my breath.
We have two little redbuds in our own yard now;
they bloom one after the other.
I think their beauty shines most brilliantly on a gray or rainy day.
The Gardener and I were to embark on a long journey last week that would
take us to the bottom of the continent of Africa.
Among other things, the Gardener was looking forward to showing
me the most beautiful city in the world, according to him.
The plans were long made and I was starting to pack when
the searing pain of inflammation attacked his low back and hip.
It got worse and worse to the point we questioned the wisdom
of long flights and airport layovers. We prayed for clear
guidance and it came. We canceled the trip. God granted us
the grace to accept the deep disappointment, and filled us with peace
and release from needing to know the answer to "why."
Instead we received a series of small serendipities that would
not have been possible had we been away.
We looked at them as gifts.
Beauty can come out of difficulty.
Blossoms can shine on gray days.
I am so sorry your long anticipated adventure had to be cancelled. And, even more sorry that The Gardener is suffering with his back. This time of year has brought back hard memories of Evan's suffering last year with his back. It can be brutal. My prayers go up for both of you. Having to see them in pain and no way to help is not easy.
ReplyDeleteYes, there are ALWAYS beauty and gifts to be appreciated. LOVE the way you did this so beautifully, Dotsie. And, I agree, the redbuds glow on a gray day! Sending blessings and hugs ~ tanna
How is your husband doing now? This is a classic case of looking for God in the interruptions. Hope the trip can be rescheduled one day in the not too distant future. That view from your window is gorgeous.
ReplyDeleteSo happy to hear that you have beauty all around you even when pain and disappointment strikes. I hope the gardener has healing soon.
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Bonnie
Such a beautiful post! Seeing the beauty in the gray does not always come naturally. "Natural" is disappointment, sadness, misunderstanding . . . and yet, the beauty is there for those who choose to see God. I am sorry for your change of plans and for your husband's pain. I am happy for the beauty of God's plan for you.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear that, pain and disappointment together. But, God knows that you are best at home at the moment. His plan is never without meaning.
ReplyDeleteVery sorry to hear about the cancelled trip and your husband's back. A friend here is going through the same thing with her husband. They still managed a trip to Sri Lanka where they relaxed before heading over to India where he is hoping to get some holistic treatment since the back surgery and nerve block done for him last year haven't worked. Hope your husband is feeling much better very soon.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear you were unable to make your trip. Hoping that treatment of his back is successful and you'll still be able to make the trip! Wishing you well.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you had to cancel your trip...I can only imagine the disappointment you both felt. I am a firm believer in knowing that there is reason behind these types of disappointments and that God can see things that we can't see...He is always looking our for us...and I believe it takes wisdom to see that. God's timing is perfect...and I am preaching to the choir here. Our plans to put our home up for sale this spring/summer probably isn't going to happen...it may be more like fall or maybe even next spring. A health issue that I dealt with ten years ago has come back to haunt me and I must stay connected with my doctor and most importantly my INSURANCE as long as I need to get it resolved. I know God is in control of the situation, just like you and your hubby know about yours. I pray that the pain he is experiencing can quickly be treated and that your plans will be rescheduled soon! And yes, the beauty the Lord puts right in front of us, especially during life's disappointments are GIFTS! Your post spoke directly to me today, Dotsie! HUGS!
ReplyDeleteSuch a beautiful reminder, Dotsie, of trusting our lives to His sovereignty. Beauty in the grey, is a delightful way to express it.
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ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry your husband's back is hurting -- back problems really are the pits! I've dealt with some of that myself, and it can be quite miserable. I'm also sorry your trip had to be cancelled; I know you're both disappointed, but I think you were absolutely right to trust God on this. You might have gone, spent lots of money, and then felt like you had to stay even though you were not enjoying it. I do hope your husband's back will feel much better soon.
Your picture of the redbud is beautiful!! In my mind, it looks so pretty against the green, green grass. That grass reminds me of England. :) We have a very old redbud tree in our front yard; it has some dead limbs (big ones) and I really think it needs to come down and have a new one planted in its place. They are one of my very favorite trees -- always so beautiful in the spring.
Have a good week, Dotsie.
Hugs,
Denise
Dotsie, I'm so sorry you had to cancel your plans. I do pray your husband is better. Hopefully your trip will come another day! God surely sends us the guidance we need when we ask.
ReplyDeleteYour redbud view is lovely. I'm so glad you and your husband can see the beauty through the gray. ♥
I hope the Gardener is feeling better! Changed plans, when you are following God's will, always bring unexpected blessings. You are way ahead of us with Spring. Green grass and blossoming trees!
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll be able to take the trip another time. That's always something to look forward to! Hope he feels better soon too! Hugs, Diane
ReplyDeleteGlad you are choosing joy in the midst and that God granted you the grace to carry on.
ReplyDeleteIsn't it a wonderful thing that we can choose our attitudes? I'm glad you're finding beauty and joy in spite of disappointment. I hope the Gardener is feeling better.
ReplyDeleteInspiring and encouraging post. Thank you. Prayerful thoughts for the Gardner.
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ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that your vacation was cancelled, but you sound like you have the greatest attitude.
I'm so sorry about the trip also, but your post is a testimony to God's grace and his love showing up in the most unexpected of ways. That redbud is gorgeous. I cannot raise it in this climate, but I do have a flowering crab that looks that color in early May. I always hope it will have a few days to bloom in the sunshine before getting wind and rain that throw all its petals into the garden pond. :-)
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful post. The picture is so beautiful and the story a wise one. I hope the pain will go away soon.
ReplyDeleteHave a good day!
Dotsie, Health is makes many things possible so it is important to take care of it as best as we can. I'm sorry for you about the cancelled trip. There is a reason which you may not know. God is always good. Sylvia D.
ReplyDeleteThis is such a wonderful post. What a beautiful reminder!
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely few to have! Have a great week! Send spring my way pretty please!
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